Disagreeing with Jesus

I’m deeply in love with Jesus, full stop. There are times, however, that I’m not so whippy on some of the things Jesus says & does. This used to rankle me, until I started thinking about Peter. One day in my prayer time, the Holy Spirit walked me through the various times & ways that Peter disagreed with Jesus: 

  • At the very beginning when he told Jesus to leave him because he was a sinful man (Luke 5:8, after Jesus used Peter’s boat to preach a sermon to a crowd along the lakeshore). 
  • A little later, even though Peter walked on the water to Jesus in Matt 14:30-31, Jesus reprimanded Peter for his doubt from watching the winds & waves & sinking into the water. 
  • In Matt 16:22, Peter rebukes Jesus for talking about His upcoming death. This seems pretty audacious to me, considering that Peter had just declared that Jesus was the Christ / Messiah. 
  • Peter again argues with Jesus on the whole betrayal thing at the last supper in Matt 26:33-35. 
  • Peter disagrees with God with the heavenly vision in Acts 10:11-19 about eating unclean animals & preaching Jesus to the Gentiles. 

Seems to me that it doesn’t make Jesus bite His nails when we disagree with Him, but let’s be abundantly clear that no matter what our opinion may be, Jesus has the final say, full stop. So let’s keep loving Jesus, even when we disagree with Him, from time to time ūüôā

follow the leader

At some point, all of us have played Follow the Leader or Simon Says, most likely when we were kids.  The first few times, it took me some practice to get the hang of it, but rather quickly, I wanted to be the leader so I could make others do what I said.  That felt really powerful ,)

I remember one of my teachers telling me, “Sarah, if you’re going to be a good leader, you have to learn to follow well.” ¬†Of course, this wasn’t the advice I was eager to hear, even though it felt right in my heart and I still hear these words bounce around in my heart & thoughts to this day.

I’ve been thinking of these words about following as they relate to Jesus following the Holy Spirit in Luke 4:1-2. ¬†These verses describe how Jesus was full of the Holy Spirit and led by the Spirit around in the wilderness for 40 days as He fasted & He was tempted by the devil. ¬†When I’ve thought of these verses, they don’t feel particularly alluring nor enticing. ¬†I’d prefer to not wander around in a desolate wilderness and fast for 40 days, nor be tested by the devil. ¬†Yet that’s exactly what happened as Jesus followed the Holy Spirit. ¬†Later in Luke 4, we read about Jesus being anointed by the Holy Spirit, speaking gracious & powerful words and we see Jesus start to walk in the fullness of His earthly ministry. ¬†But all of that came after His committment to follow the Holy Spirit.

When we follow our flesh, it can briefly make us feel good. ¬†But following the Holy Spirit has far better & longer lasting results than any flesh adventure we could choose. ¬†Let’s be committed every day to following the Holy Spirit.

first reactions

I’ve been noticing some things w my kids that are somewhat eye opening. ¬†When I ask them to do something, like the pick up the things they were playing with or clean their rooms, etc, they can sometimes tend to have 1 of 2 reactions: ¬†complain or argue. ¬†Both of these reactions are becoming very annoying & probably reflect some bad parenting shortcomings on my part. ¬†With that being said, the whole complain or argue strategy has started me thinking about how I react to God’s directives in my life.

¬†There are times that I know that God is asking me to do something & I have some “creative answers” that include: ¬†I don’t have time, I don’t want to do that, why do I have to do this? that’s a really big sacrifice, I’m not smart enough to do that, I’m too busy doing the other things You told me to do, . . . . .

Some of the ways that my kids respond to me have really started me thinking about how I respond to my heavenly Father. ¬†I always want my kids to respond with respect, honor, hard work, no complaining or arguing, etc. ¬†I think my heavenly Father would like me to treat His requests in the same way – what great opportunities to grow! ¬†ūüôā